Thanksgiving & Gratitude
This has been the most difficult year of my life. There have been challenges in the past: injustices, illnesses and injuries, deaths and divorce, but nothing quite like the realization that I might...
View ArticleSex, Lust and Cancer
The Kiss by Alex Grey I have a new piece up on RebelleSociety.com. It’s called Sex, Lust and Cancer: Tips for Staying Sexually Alive, and it’s by far the most personally revealing, intimate piece I...
View ArticleElectrifying Nantucket: one yoga pose at a time
On September 18th 2012, I taught my first yoga class at the newly reopened Dreamland Theater. Accompanied by the internationally acclaimed yoga spin master, DJ HyFi and buoyed up by the visionary...
View Articlenot done yet
I’ve long trusted the universe and for the better part of my adult life, have been able to put stock in something bigger than myself. I think that’s why my cancer diagnosis never crippled me. I have...
View Articlehow to love a chair
(photo: Larisa Forman) 16 months ago I invited you to join me on an adventure to CancerLand. Through my pieces on Rebelle Society and the more spontaneous posts here on my blog, I took you with me from...
View ArticleOne Year Cancerversary
Healing Breast Cancer (photo: Larisa Forman) Dates are important to people with long-term illness: we celebrate them with a vengeance. We celebrate everything actually – because every moment we’re...
View ArticleMy Tour de Pink
I’m a little nervous, but…I’ve slayed much bigger dragons in the last 2 years. Even so, in just a few days I’ll be on yet another slightly pause-worthy, solo adventure. And I get to check another first...
View Articleget off my chest
It’s been a rough couple of weeks. I’ve lost four friends to cancer within just the last 10 days. Although we had three different types of breast cancer, Nora, Malaya and I were all diagnosed around...
View Articlethe cancer club
I thought that after they cut the port out of my chest, and the breast tissue out of my breasts, that it would be a long, long time before I had to go under the scalpel again. Hm…contrary to what I...
View ArticleWarrior Won
N Magazine Feature I am so grateful to N Magazine for this generous feature in the May 2015 edition. I feel very lucky to have had the opportunity to honor my fellow cancer warrior, Natasha Grosshans,...
View ArticleInsomnia and Perseverance
I wake up now, multiple times a night, usually soaked in sweat. Sometimes I wake at 1am, or 2am and go back to sleep, but typically I can’t. Or I don’t for hours and then I do; passing out just 30 to...
View Articleback on the table
Today is the day: I’m on my way to MGH for a full hysterectomy and oophorectomy and hopefully all goes well. Last weekend I rode 200 mile on my bike, knowing this operation was on the other side, and...
View ArticleOver here: Thoughts on saying goodbye to your ovaries and other girl parts
Me in pre-op room, preparing for my Hysterectomy. Mass General Hosptial, October 16th, 2016. I’m 39 years old. And I’ll never had to worry about getting pregnant again. I don’t have to worry about...
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